"I personify
the adolescent on a phone
Speaking
like I'm bigger than my body
I personify
that lack of freedom in your life
And I'm
sure she'll be gone in a second"
The first sentence of the song is related to the imagination of the person who is singing, in his head he creates a figure of a young girl speaking at the phone, saying that she is bigger than her body; this phrase is related to think about goals and capacities that are way bigger than our bodies or physical limitations. At the same time, the guy also thinks about the lack of freedom of the person who is the reference for the girl he created in his mind, in the real life this person has many limitations and incapacities, but all these things that hold and creat limitations, to the real person, will be gone in a second, because in the imagination all these limitations can be destroyed, allowing the development of someone bigger and stronger than ever.
"Let me tell
you 'bout this girl
I thought
she'd rearrange my world
Takes a
particular type of girl
To put my
heart under arrest
So why is
this feeling on my chest?"
He keeps talking about this girl in his imagination; in his mind he thought that she
could rearrange his world, could give him coherence and a well defined
structure of his world, of his thoughts, destroying doubts and, consequently, the despair. While he is thinking about this kind
of girl, who can do such things, he starts to think about previous girls who did
that with him, he came to the conclusion that it takes a rare and special type
of girl to make he feels like that, to allow him to direct his mind towards
someone, to creat an illusion based on a person; the rarity of this occurrence makes him doubt of the reality of this
feeling, of his mind developments.
"(This must
be my dream)
Wide awake
before I found you
(This must
be my dream)
I can't
wait for you boy
(Wake me
from my dream)
What does
all our love amount to?
(This must
be my dream)
We can't
make love when you fly around me baby"
After
questioning himself, he came to the conclusion that this must be only a dream,
that this must exist only in his mind, only in his deep and unware thoughts. He
also starts to questioning about what this love is equivalent, what this really
means. At the end he came to the conclusion that he cannot have a relationship
with this girl, because she is just flying around him, she is not real and exists only in his imagination.
"Pipe down,
you're no lover
This
feeling keeps your body tune
Well, I
thought it was love but I guess I must be dreaming
'Bout
feeling something instead of you"
He keeps
saying to himself to calm down, to let it go, because is not real, but, despite
the unreal aspect, this feeling is able to keep his body tuned, makes him feel better. He thought it
could be love, but maybe he just created a huge and unreal character in his
mind, taking as reference someone that is not equal to the person created, his "ghost" is not equivalent to the real person.
"What did I
tell you 'bout this girl?
The one to
rearrange your world?
You got
excited and now you find out that
Your 'girl'
won't even get you undressed
Or care
about your beating chest"
He starts
to question what he could tell about the girl who he created in his mind, the
one who could be able to make him feel better, who could rearrange his world… he
says that she makes him fells better at the beginning, but after the discovery
of the unreality of this thought, of the incapacity of the girl in his imagination
to care about him, to really be around him, to touch him, he just deconstruct
what he was feeling, he just don’t care and doesn’t believe in his deep
creations and interpretations, and put his effort in letting aside this feeling and this unreal interpretation. But even knowing all that, he probably cannot forget it, he cannot just let it go.
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